WTF ???

Music : It carries me away. Blocks my thoughts. Kills my judgements. Why is it so fucking easy for music to do that ? I guess it pumps my adrenaline.

Possessions : Thats all we gather all life long. And what we end up with. With a lack of financial knowledge, I guess the life is just appearing as a puzzle with a  multidimensional complexity.

Graphs : Why does the mind wander in such a random algorithm. I guess it can be linked via a graph, with totally random elements.

There were days when we drank half the night, and rocked the world the other half. And now it settles down for a few hours. And that too fading away with time. Its not what I expected. Well its not much I expect from life : fun.

I just have a feeling that things will fade away. Dont know why is it like that. People are moving foreward in their life.  And that makes me think : what next ?

Movies like : Into the wild have exponential impact on my mind. But I guess it turns impractical when my conscious mind makes a judgement. Fuck the reality. It really tears everything down apart. I could have drawn a sketch right away of my dreams getting shattered, but there is a sense of lack of imagination.

I guess my retrospection has made my life a bit complex. But guess what ? I was born with those traits, cant stop doing that. Happy suffering....

Nostalgiomaniac

Aashiqui 2. The next music upbeat after Rockstar which sucks my soul out again. I feel that my nostalgia always shows up, however shades of grey I veil it up with. Change has always been my summit of happiness. But last few changes of my life raised serious questions to myself ? Did all this put anything away I was running from ? I was trying to run away from thoughts and now I am away from actual people. Well how does that sound ? I thought I can theoritically handle every situation. Well practically one of them gave me a somersault I never expected. Well God, I never believed in you, but you made me a dog of my own expectations. Well that was interesting !!!!

Figments of Imagination

Clear. Everything is crystal clear when you are high.
Woooow.

Looks like those hands are not yours. You give them command for every word you type. And they follow your command. It feels powerful. Like you control the world.

The music running in background seems to pierce your soul and talk to you. It asks strange questions. And you don't have answers to a lot of them. Choose those songs with extreme caution. They can lead you in awkward circumstances.

The faces look at you with utter ingratitude. Like you owe them something you could never repay. Even the smile looks evil. Those faces, those scary mocking faces, they never looked the same before.

And the time. The time seems to fly at its own pace. Every moment makes a sound. Tick Tock. Tick Tock. Seems like a race between your heartbeat and the time. And boy. You are curious who wins. Its like every moment is living its own life and you are the spectator.

And what about the thought you were trying to run away from ? Does it vanish into thin air as you expected ? Does it not make a knock back at your conscience ? Does it leave your hand in a dark alley like an unfaithful friend ? Or does it wait for you to regain your consciousness like a trustworthy wife ? Or it just gives you a wicked smile and reminds you of your cowardice ?

So once again I say. Is everything crystal clear when you are high ? You have to answer your share of questions. Not me.

P.S. I wasn't high when I wrote this. I was just a few feet above the ground...:P.

Life

Life, as per my dictionary, is a collection of memorable moments that you ever had. Its something that flashes back at you when u lie on your deathbed taking your last breaths.

Did u ever think that every moment of your life can be made memorable ? Were you too lazy to do so ? Or you were too busy earning the money that you might never use as per your wishes ?

I have seen people living for 70 - 80 years. And they are in such mental or physical state that they wish to die everyday. And I have also seen people who killed themselves as 40. Just because they have achieved(or atleast tried) everything in their life they wished, and they didn't have anything to live for anymore. Obviously the former(the longlives, as I may say) had a count in millions and the latter(the kinglives, as they deserve to be called) could be counted on fingers.

If I were to summarize the kinglives, they just had a attitude towards life that the longlives lacked. The longlives went with the blind flock of sheep and were resistant to change. The kinglives were the risktakers, and they were never stagnant. The kinglives knew very well that life is very much a synonym for change.

The kinglives have a motto in their life : If nothing in your life is changing, you are as good as dead. While longlives just had to say : Earn your bread, we'll think about it later instead.

Beware of your emotions

Human being is an emotional creature. So, like machines, he generally has a conscious rational state. But, unlike machines, he has a subconscious emotional state as well. This makes him an interesting creature. Because every task he does or situation he faces is under the possible influence of his subconscious emotional state. This in turn makes every event in his life not just an event but a trigger for a chain reaction of events.

Let us suppose, for an instance, that you made a mistake in your assignment today. Your boss calls you in and gives you what you deserve(pun intended). Just a few abuses and warning to kick you out on another malfunction.

You come to your seat and your junior irritates you with his regular doubts. You backfire at him for his lack of attention in his work. Your junior then gets a call from a bank for a credit card offer. The junior abuses him in a prominent tone and indirectly tells him to rot in hell.

You then get a call from your parents. You are pissed off and they can sense it from your voice. Your parents start introspecting that was it a bad decision that they enrolled you into engineering once.

Last but not the least, you call your girlfriend to shrug things off, and you find that she had just encountered a similar situation. And you become a sink rather than a source(in terms of Physics).

And all this just because of a trigger of your boss pushed in the wrong direction. He could have handled the situation otherwise and the world would have been a better place. So you have every chance to contribute to this world with every word you speak. Its your choice, in which direction you wish to push the trigger.

P.S. : The employee boss example was taken in order to correlate things with the majority...:P.

What a life without responsibilities.

Have u ever seen a bird flying. Flipping its wings in the air. Leaving its nest everytime to get some food for its little ones. And twigs to repair its withering nest. The nature is always playing with the bird. Sometimes changing the course of the wind. And breaking its nest at times with those thundering storms. The nest is once again built, and once again broken.

But the bird never fails to deliver its share of responsibilities. It is busy feeding its little ones. Young ones need not care for the food and shelter. Their world is little. The boundary of the nest is their skyline. Everything else happening is like a show on the television that's going on and on. And one day, they are ready to fly. Fly beyond that skyline that they always thought was they wont ever break.

Just Do It

A man approached JP Morgan, held up an envelope, and said, “Sir, in my hand I hold a guaranteed formula for success, which I will gladly sell you for $25000.””Sir, ”JP Morgan replied, “I do not know what is in the envelope, however if you show me, and I like it, I give you my word as a gentleman that I will pay you what you ask.” The man agreed to the terms, and handed over the envelope. JP Morgan opened it, and extracted a single sheet of paper. He gave it one look, a mere glance, then handed back piece of paper back to the gent. And paid him the agreed upon $25000.

The paper read:

1. Every morning, write a list of the things that need to be done that day.
2. Do them.

Change your frequency buddy......

Why do drug addicts hang around with fellow drug addicts? Why do spiritual satsang-attendees hang around with similar-minded people? What is the Page 3 culture all about with everybody who’s part of it talking about dress, stress and less? Why do some people attract wealth wherever they go and whatever they do? Why do we find ourselves sometimes thinking the same thought throughout the week or month? Why is it that some people always have a knack of getting into trouble, like Harbhajan Singh and Sreesanth, and why do some always attract success, like Dhoni? The answer lies in an oft-repeated and randomly-used word: frequency.

We all have a frequency. We operate on one. Our frequency is determined by our breathing rate, and this frequency determines the vibration of the atoms inside us. Everything – living, non-living, animate, inanimate - vibrates because everything comprises atoms. When one person’s vibration is harmonious with another’s, they exclaim, “Oh, we share a similar frequency!”Or “we vibe well” or “our tuning matches”.

In other words, we use physics terms like ‘frequency’, ‘vibration’, ‘tuning’, etc., in our everyday lingo without really understanding the true meaning of the sentences. Put another way, we end up using words that actually denote the big truth, but we simply don’t realise that.

So, two people resonating similarly will have similar interests, tastes, etc., and those whose frequencies don’t match, will have cat-fights galore. “Oh they just can’t ‘get along’ with each other” we say. ‘Get along’ or in other words, ‘resonate’. Likewise, if a person’s frequency resonates with the frequency of a book, that book will become that person’s ‘favourite’ book. Ditto with chair (my favourite chair), food item, toy, corner, etc.

Operating on a set frequency can also give rise to attachments. For instance, different activities or thought processes– like spirituality, sex, reading, gossiping, gambling, cleaning, etc. - have different frequencies. Ordinarily speaking, we call this ‘addiction’. Have you seen people who cannot get sleep without getting their daily dose of gossip? How about those who are addicted to talking and thinking about sex? Then there are some people who are addicted to being scrupulously clean. They keep on cleaning everything. We also call this OCD – Obsessive Compulsive Behaviour.

All these categories of people are ‘frequency-victims’ ie. they are like damaged long-playing records that keeps tripping on a particular point while rotating on the spindle. They will continue to operate on the same frequency as if on autopilot till something happens that suddenly changes their frequency. A typical example would be people who start behaving completely differently from their usual self, after witnessing the death of a close one.

If you find yourself doing an activity repeatedly and want to get rid of that habit, practise slow breathing. A simple way to do this is to watch your breathing – as the air goes in and comes out of your nostrils. Just the act of watching will slow down your breathing. Prolonged differential rate of breathing will change your frequency will snap you out of your addiction.

Remember, there are only two truths in this world – one is you breathe; the other is you will die. Death is not in your hands, but breathing definitely is. It is up to you how correctly you want to breathe. Well, the yogic science of pranayama is all about that, isn’t it?

(Copied from a reliable source....[:)])

Human Behaviour

You must have learnt in your primary or higher secondary that if you knew the algorithm for a problem/machine, you can provide it necessary inputs to get the desired outputs. Same is the case with human behaviour. If you can predict the behaviour of a human being, you can predict how he/she will react to a given set of stimuli. Now for an instance, consider a country like ours. As far as I have observed, the decision making pattern in our society(in majority of the cases)

Love

Love is, as per my opinion, resistance to change.

An emotional creature, like human being, gets emotionally attached to any person(or thing). For instance, an year before, we decided to leave our old house and move to a new house at a different location. That house had all the memories of my life I have had lived till now. So that was the change I desperately was trying to resist.

But we had to move on. In this case, the emotional bond is one sided, as non – living things don’t respond. Even though it is so strong.

Then you can imagine about the bond between two living beings. Bonds between you and your parents, your friends. These bonds grow stronger with time. And the harder you try to resist them with time. It is human tendency to get dependent to his surroundings.

Everything in life is exponential.

Everything in life is exponential. You might have observed that certain people who perform(a task) well once, have a higher probability (and need less effort) to perform next time and vice versa in the other case. So what’s your conclusion. The point is that when a person achieves success in a field, he not only himself feels good, but he is admired by all those around him. So everywhere around him(as well as inside him), atmosphere is positive. And human body(which is too complex to understand) at this point(when he is happy) releases those hormones which tend to increase his efficiency in any task he does. So the point is that he is physically as well as mentally fit to do the next job. So there is a two fold increase in the probability of next job to be successful. And is vice versa in the other case. So just be cool when you go for the next job whatever be the outcome of your previous job. So you see, life never adheres to a linear algorithm, because that way, things go boring. That’s why they always say ‘think positive’.

3 Idiots - The Movie

What a movie. One more attempt of Aamir(I dont know who else deserves the credit) to change a mass opinion. It just forced me to have a glance on the fast running past and the hard coming future. It just made me question myself "What's up man ? What's wrong with you ? How long will this go on ? And how long will I have to wait for you to take the right stance for me ?". And WOW. Here is my answer to every such question "Just hold on, man. Just hold on."
Then I imagine myself standing at the end of my life's timeline. And observe a slothful creature walking this timeline as if someone is pushing him to move foreward. As I keenly observe, every step he takes, he does have options to take a step in the direction he likes. But it appears that he is not interested in taking decisions even for himself. He does not even realise that his procrastination is costing him a lot. And he is accompanied by a lot others like him, who just make him feel better in his current situation. WOW. What a life. Living inside a hedge and dreaming beyond the edge.

Jail - The Movie

One more state of utter confusion. One more flashback of human sororities. One more knock at my conscience. One more instant of my life that proves how worthless I am. Its not human life that is suffering in those situations but it’s a part of myself and that is the part I will never be able to forget. Ohhh God !!!! why can’t I do anything. I don’t want to live a life like everybody else. Live for yourself, die for yourself. When you think about who is responsible for such a condition of theirs, its comes out to be us. We are not the bad guys, but we are the type that watches a 3 hour movie with tears in his eyes, grieves for next half an hour and then move on the circumstances saying it was an emotional movie that tend to arouse our emotions for a while. But be aware of the fact. We are the one who are totally responsible for such an act. We must consider all the residents of this world our brothers and sisters. If u believe only in the blood relations, remember it is just an excuse to run away from your responsibilities. I know the first question you will ask me is that what have I done till date to give us such phenomenal lectures. And I am the one who will say ‘Nothing’. So I am the one who is left speechless and you are the one who is left flawless although we are both wrong. But this has to end. I promise it to myself to end it pretty soon. And in your case, you don’t have to promise me.